My mom would be at all my sporting events.
我的妈妈会出席我参加的每一场运动赛。
Let’s say I was playing football, OK!
就说说我踢足球的时候吧。
My mother would be on the sidelines and if the play on the field starts going one way, my mother would run and run, “Mike! Get up! Get up!” and I’d like, “Oh! my Gosh!!”
我的母亲会在场边，如果比赛形势走向了对方那边，我的妈妈会边跑边叫“马克!加油!加油!”，这时候我心里总是会想，“天哪，别喊了!”
I get in the huddle with the other guys and they go, “Marc, is that your mother?”
我跑进队伍和其他同伴在一起，他们会问，“马克，那是你的妈妈吗?”
I go, “No, I never saw her before in my...”
我说“不，我之前从来没见过她...”
See! The greatest gift my mother ever gave me: she believed in me.
看!我妈妈给我最好的礼物就是：她相信我。
I’ve overdosed on drugs on three occasions where I should’ve been dead, but I believe I was kept here for a reason.
我曾因为吸毒过量三次走到了死亡的边缘，但是我相信我还活着是有原因的。
You show me your friends I’ll show you your future.
你告诉我你的朋友是怎样的，我就能告诉你，你的未来是怎样的。
How do I know this?
我是怎么知道的?
I hung out with losers and I became the biggest loser of them all, because I gave up everything I dream about as a little boy. because of who I chose to surround myself with.
我曾经和一群失败者鬼混，然后我变成了他们中最失败的一个。因为我放弃了我小时候的所有梦想。因为我选择了让自己和谁鬼混。
My friends drive me home at 2:00, 3:00, or 4:00 in the morning.
我的朋友们在凌晨两点、三点或者四点开车送我回家。
We’d be drunk and high, laughing in the car.
我们酗酒嗑药，在车里大笑。
We pull up in front of my house and all they go, ”Marc! Marc! The light’s on”, and I go,“Oh! Man! My mother is up.”
我们在我家房子正前方停车，然后他们一起说“马克!马克!灯亮了”，然后我说，“噢!天哪!我的妈妈起床了”
See? my mom wouldn’t go to bed until she knew her son was still alive.
看见了吗?我的妈妈不会睡觉除非她知道她的儿子仍然活着。
I’d walk in and she’d say, “Hi Marc, how was your night?”
我走进家门，然后她说：“嗨，马克，你的夜生活怎么样?”
“It goes good mom, just gonna go to bed, just...”
“很好妈妈，我现在只想去睡觉，只想...”
“Can I ... Can I talk to you for a minute?”
“我能...我能和你聊一会儿吗?”
I go, ”Mom! I’m tired and I’m just gonna go to bed, just...”
我说：“妈!我很累并且我只想去睡觉，只想...”
“Marc! I haven’t seen you all day and all night. Can I Please talk to you?”
“马克!我整天整夜的见不到你人。我能和你聊聊吗?”
I’d say, ”Man, just leave me alone! You bug me!”
我说：“嘿，让我自己呆着!你打扰到我了!”
I’d slam my bedroom door on the one person who believed in me.
我在那个最相信我的人面前，砰地一声把卧室的门关上。
I was on a worldwide tour where we wrestled in overseas Japan.
当时我在世界巡回摔跤赛日本站。
After my wrestle match I went upstairs to my hotel room and I fell asleep.
结束我的摔跤赛之后，我走上我酒店的房间然后睡去。
There was a knock on my door three o’clock in the morning.
凌晨三点有人敲我的房门。
I got out of the bed and looked through the safety window, and I could see it was a Japanese promoter.
我从床上起来然后透过猫眼看见是一个日本服务员。
So, I opened the door and he said,”Marc, you need to call home. There’s been an emergency.”
然后，我打开门，他说“马克，你需要打个电话回家。有紧急的事情。”
I went and got hotel room phone. I called back to the United States and say, “Hey! What’s going on?”
我去找了酒店电话，我打回美国然后问：“嘿!发生什么事了?”
He said ,”Marc, I don’t know how to tell you this.”
他说：“马克，我不知道怎么告诉你这事。”
I said, “just tell me what happened.”
我说：“告诉我发生什么就行了。”
And somebody start crying and go, “Marc, I can’t tell you...”
然后不知是谁开始哭泣然后说：“马克，我不能告诉你...”
I said,”Just say it.”
我说：“尽管说吧。”
He said, “Marc, your mother died.”
他说：“马克，你的妈妈去世了。”
I just threw the phone down and I ran out of my hotel room.
我立刻丢下电话然后跑出酒店的房间。
I took the elevator to the lobby when the doors opened up.I just ran out of the street.
我乘坐电梯去往酒店大厅，当电梯门打开的瞬间，我立刻跑上大街。
I mean there was no cars, there was no peoples.
我意思是大街上没有车，没有人。
Three o’clock in the morning.
凌晨三点。
And I walked down in the middle of the street in Hiroshima, Japan.
然后我茫然失落的走在日本广岛的大街中央。
I remember looking up and just saying, “Mom, I am so sorry.”
我记得我抬头仰望，然后说：“妈妈，对不起。”
I flew home for her funeral and I was so nervous to walk up to her casket, so I just stood way in the back.
我飞回家参加她的葬礼，我太紧张而不敢走近她的木棺，所以我只是在后面呆呆的站着。
And I kept looking from a distance and I kept thinking to myself.
